Sunday, October 25, 2009
ANSWERED PRAYERS
Sunday, October 18, 2009
LIFE AT HOME

A WELCOME HOME TO REMEMBER
THANK YOU Elizabeth & Ashley, from the bottom of our hearts!!! With love, Laura & Jaz

ROCKIN' PARTY!!!!
Friday, October 2, 2009
WELCOME HOME OPEN HOUSE
"THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!"
"Thank you for everything. I love you. I'm going home!" - Jazmyn
Jazmyn wanted to share her gratitude to everyone for all the loving support. I am so teary eyed I can barely see what I'm typing. She is very aware of the thoughtful prayers and countless acts of service done to support her. Thank you... thank you!!!!
We get to go home next week!!! We are counting down the days. Jaz is going to be home in time for her birthday on the 11th... what a wonderful blessing!!! I asked her what she wanted for her birthday. Expecting to hear a long list of toys, I was surprised when she said..." Nothing. I just want kisses and to be home!" On that note, I am toooo emotional to say any more!!! LOVE HER!!!!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
I'M OUTTA HERE!!
My apologies for this clip being sideways - I wasn't aware this camera couldn't capture "vertical" video! And I call myself a photographer!! Until I can get a better shot, enjoy watching her WALK!!!
SWEET MOVES AND NEW SKILLS!!!

Monday, September 21, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
CLIMBING MOUNTAINS
Jazmyn conquered the stairs today by taking about 3 steps up and two big steps down!!! She repeated her trek a few times before moving on to other therapy.
Her speech now includes using two syllable words, and putting sentences together. She just glows whenever you understand what she is try to tell you.
Get ready to mark your calendars for Jazmyn's big comeback dance because this girl will be back on stage before you know it!! This girl has been dancing in her bed, dancing in her wheel chair, and dancing while standing up!!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
SLEEPING BEAUTY
Jazy's rehabilitation has been amazing to witness. The rate of her progress has been quite rapid. Each day there are new achievements. The other night before I tucked her into bed I said the usual... "I love you" to her. To my surprise she repeated the words to me! To see her put so much effort and care into these three words was incredible. She lit up when I understood her. What a MOMENT!!! Her speech is still broken but getting better. It will not be long until her words are clear. She puts everything she's got into all she does, and it's paying off in miraculous ways. The PT therapist gave her a small walker to try walking across the room. Jazmyn walked across the room, out the door, down the hall, and made multiple rounds through the halls! She didn't want to stop! She wore herself out and passed out for a nice long nap.
Monday, September 14, 2009
READY TO ROLL

Sunday, September 13, 2009
TIME WITH THE BOYS

Saturday, September 12, 2009
SOARING HIGH
Friday, September 11, 2009
DR. JAZ
TOOTHLESS BEAUTY

Thursday, September 10, 2009
STOP AND SMELL THE ROSES
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
STAY TUNED!!
Friday, September 4, 2009
COULD IT BE TRUE!!!
We are so proud of Jazmyn. She has braved sooo much during this whole ordeal. She still has quite a bit more rehab ahead of her, but if anybody can do it... it's Jaz. She is an amazing young lady. We love you Jazzy girl!!
SPELLING BEE
BUTTON...BUTTON...WHO'S GOT A BUTTON
CHOCOLATE! NOW WE'RE TALKN!!!


Tuesday, September 1, 2009
THE LATEST SCOOP
- CT results are in....
There is no more evidence of pneumatosis and Jaz has restarted feedings!!! What a BLESSING!
- Transfer to Health Bridge....
Date is yet to be determined - will happen as soon as she is stable on her feedings.
- Weeks hospitalized thus far...
This Friday will be her 10th week at Kaiser.
- Cabin fever status...
Jaz... all giggles, as usual = )
Mommy ran out of jokes about 3 weeks ago and needs new material - for Jazmyn's sake.
Monday, August 31, 2009
CHANGE IN PLANS
STANDING TALL
Sunday, August 30, 2009
COUNT DOWN
Thank you for all of the prayers - they are working!!! Jaz looks great and is improving every day!!!
GREAT NEW MOVES
If you hold her hand she will use her own strength to sit up!!! She has been sitting up for periods of about 30 mins repeatedly throughout the day. Jaz can identify colors, shapes, and numbers by pointing to them. She picks up her toy's and loves to play. There are about six words she can say, including "dad" and "mom"!!! She shook her head "no", and signed "thank you" for the first time yesterday!!
Best of all... is when she reaches out to hold my hand, or to give the sweetest little hug you could ever imagine!!! Ohh... I just melt!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
JAZMYN'S REFLECTION
Jazmyn loves to sing ALL the time. Shortly before she became ill I recorded her with our video camera singing... in the bathroom (we ALL know you can't beat the acoustics in there!). She had no idea I was standing outside the door while she belted out a song from the movie Mulan. The girl has got lungs!! It's not only impressive but quite funny as well. I've shared it with a few of the hospital staff that have come to know her well. It's been fun for them to hear what her voice actually sounds like. When I came across this video clip the other day the words struck me as so suitable for her current situation - "When will my reflection show who I am inside". The girl within this beautiful little body is slowly emerging little by little everyday. The Jazzy we all know and love IS in there. We delight in every little movement and smile. And we can't wait for the day that she will sing and dance again!!CRAZY SOCKS AND GREAT DOCS
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
WORKN HARD
Jazzy is making WONDERFUL improvements!!! She can sit up on her own for about 5-10 minutes! Her neck strength is better and she is able to turn her head while sitting up! Jaz is getting much more verbal. She says "yah" when she agrees! Her fine motor and cognitive skills are awakening. She can reach out and pick what she wants! Jaz has physical, occupational, and speech therapy everyday. We are so proud of her hard work! YOU GO GIRL!!!
WHAT REALLY MATTERS
DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL
Sunday, August 23, 2009
A HAND TO HOLD
Throughout the first few weeks Jazmyn lost nearly all of her motor skills. However there was one thing she was miraculously able to do even during the most trying of moments... hold my hand. At times it was the only connection we had. I cannot express what significance this held for for me as well as Hosein. What a blessing!
Today Jazmyn is making wonderful improvement with her movements. Yesterday she pulled her glasses off her face by herself. She is also getting better at blocking mommy's tickle attacks. Game on!! 

Friday, August 21, 2009
IN THE LORDS TIME
Treatment: 2 more weeks TPN, NPO, gut rest, antibiotics, and CT scan (same as these last 2 weeks)
It's very good news to find this improvement, it means the treatment is working and it should resolve. I will be honest though... it was also a bit of a punch in the gut to have 3 weeks added to our stay. I was so looking forward (for the fourth time) to being past the acute stage, moving her on to rehab, and bringing our family together. Health Bridge (rehab hospital) would allow our family to be together more often. My thoughts keep reflecting on "the Lords time". When your child is ill or suffering in any way, one minute can feel like an eternity. I have however found peace in putting this trial into the Lords hands. Doing this as well as counting our blessings has given me the strength to endure the unimaginable throughout this experience. I believe there is a time and place for everything... and for now this is where we need to be.
The Lord DOES carry us in our time of need.
FEELN THE LOVE
-Laura
Thursday, August 20, 2009
IN MY DAUGHTERS EYES
In my daughter's eyes I am a hero, I am strong and wise and I know no fear, but the truth is plain to see she was sent to rescue me I see who I wanna be...
In my daughter's eyes.
In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal, darkness turns to light and the world is at peace, this miracle God gave to me gives me strength when I am weak, I find reason to believe...
In my daughter's eyes.
And when she wraps her hand around my finger oh it puts a smile in my heart, everything becomes a little clearer, I realize what life is all about, it's hangin' on when your heart has had enough , it's giving more when you feel like giving up, I've seen the light...
It's in my daughter's eyes.
In my daughter's eyes I can see the future, a reflection of who I am and what will be, though she'll grow and someday leave, maybe raise a family, when I'm gone I hope you see how happy she made me, for I'll be there...
In my daughter's eyes.
song by MARTINA MCBRIDE
UNTIL TOMORROW
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
WRAPPED UP IN LOVE

Monday, August 17, 2009
MOVED TO TEARS
Tonight just happened to be a particularly trying night for Hosein and myself. I am experiencing major cabin fever and miss the boys (Hosein & Kamran) desperately. Hosein is also carrying a very heavy load and missing his girls (myself & Jaz). Tears were shed over the phone as we expressed the heart ache and desire to be together as a family. We are now in the middle of week 8 at the hospital. Jazzy's prognosis for the pneumotosis is uncertain. She is having a CT scan on Thursday to see if it has healed. If so we can begin g-tube feedings and (if tolerated well) transition to HealthBridge (rehab hospital) next week. If the pneumotosis is still there... many things can happen that would most definitely add weeks to our stay here. Please keep her in your prayers.
TIP OF HER TONGUE

We decided Ursula the seawitch has stolen her voice (just like the little mermaid) and has hidden it in the most beautiful seashell you've ever seen. If anyone happens to come accross it would you mind returning it to Jaz. = )
I decided early on in this whole ordeal that the emotions would be left at the door and her hospital room would be as cheerful as possible. We as a family have gone to great lengths to make this happen. Laughter is the best medicine and she's getting an unlimited dose!
Friday, August 14, 2009
TRIALS OF OPPORTUNITY
I am no stranger to prolonged hospital stays and trying bouts of personal illness. These experiences were opportunities that I am truly grateful for. In the case of my two very difficult pregnancies my testimony of FAITH PRECEDES THE MIRACLE was established. The long suffering resulted in the greatest blessing one could ever image, two beautiful miracles... Jazmyn & Kamran. Later my faith was tested further with a severe case of Pneumonia - again another hospital stay and long recovery. This time my testimony of FAITH IS OUR FOUNDATION was learned. When our faith is well established it creates a foundation that gives us firm ground to stand on. This enables us to weather the storms that trials bring.
Trials are opportunities because they also prepare us for the unforeseen. My experiences prepared me in countless ways for today. With great heartbreak I never imagined it would be to care for my own daughter!! There is purpose in all things, both joyful and the greatest of sorrow. I have been able to care for and advocate for Jazmyn in ways I never would have been able to with out these prior experiences. My strengthened faith has enabled me to cope with and endure the unimaginable with her. Though I feel I was prepared for this time, in many ways I am yet again experiencing FAITH growing pains. I also recognized that Jazmyn's trial is preparing her for the unforeseen in her life as well. With that, I feel humbled at the opportunity to be at her side.
It is through FAITH that I am able to believe Jazmyn WILL recover and faith will yet again precede another miracle.
-Laura
BETTER DAYS

Jaz achieved her full calorie goal for the TPN today. She is clearly feeling the effects of the sugar! There have been many more smiles and giggles than usual!! LOVE IT!!
DIDN'T SEE IT COMING
Thursday, August 13, 2009
HOW IT ALL BEGAN - FIRST 7 WEEKS
-Our 8th Wedding Anniversary Dinner - Wood Ranch in Camarillo.
-Kids ate chicken tenders and carrot sticks (pretty harmless... right?)
June 24
-Jazmyn (age 5) and Kamran (age 2) woke early and were both violently ill all day - house was like a war zone trying to keep up with the nonstop vomiting
-Doctor visit: most probable diagnosis... food poisoning
June 25
-Doctor visit: Kamran looked lethargic and was almost admitted to hospital
-After a rather hefty bm Kamran had a stunning recovery
-Jazmyn proceeded to get worse: lethargic and couldn't keep anything down
June 26
-Doctor visit: Jaz had x ray, lab work, and medicine to help her with bm
-At home: Jaz had about a 20 min nap... she woke up hallucinating, vomiting, and seizing
-Called 911 - ambulance to ER
-ER visit: Jaz seizing every 3-4 minutes, in and out of consciousness... SCARY!!
-ER Doctor didn't have any idea what was happening
-Transferred to Kaiser LA on Sunset
SUMMARY OF TIME AT KAISER LA HOSPITAL
-Pattern: seizure, daze, drift off into unconsciousness and then snap back into consciousness. State of consciousness and coherency lessened each time until she was no longer able to respond. Details to difficult emotionally to explain further.
-Multiple MRI's, spinal taps, CT's, and countless other procedures and tests done.
-Diagnosed with viral encephalitis: Appears to be post infectious. Probably a dormant virus (triggered by the food poisoning) got into her blood stream and went to her brain. Entire cerebellum swollen, refered to also as a brain injury. The specific type of virus may never be known.
-Severe cerebellitis. Loss of all fine and gross motor skills unable to talk, walk, sit up, and control nearly all movement including her eyes.
-Approximate recovery time 6 months to a year. Full recovery possible. We believe she WILL recover.
-Treatment: Viruses run their coarse. Can only treat symptoms. She was given a wide range of antibiotics, steroids, and IVIG. Extensive rehab required.
-Bedside care: Manage like an infant, talk to her as a 5 year old.
-Wide range of neuro affects that changed daily - to much and to difficult to explain.
-EEG: to determine if the posturing is really a seizure or sudo seizure (due to inflammation in the cerebellum). 22 electrodes attached to her scalp and video capture for 24 hrs.
-Medically induced coma and intibated for a few days (she had repeatedly stopped breathing - terrible night!!).
-EEG results: Not seizures and no evidence of epilepsy. Great news!
-GI issues: trouble with NG tube feedings (possibly due to neuro condition affecting her GI's ablity to function)
-After about 12 day's in PICU - moved to PEDS for a quieter room.
-Requested G-tube to make feedings more comfortable and possibly more successful. Also required for rehab eligibility. Upper GI done in preparation for g-tube.
-Jaz started to make positive improvements: responsive, and weak but better movements.
-GI issues gave cause for concern: possible need for surgery (Nissan and or Pyloralplasty).
-Just when we thought we couldn't bare anymore heartache we were blessed with unexpected... SMILES and GIGGLES from Jaz!!
-Making good but very slow progress with rehab.
-To determine if the GI surgeries were needed: Stomach emptying test (results good), endoscopy (looked good as well). Moving forward with G-tube was given the OK and the additional surgeries were avoided. Prayers answered.
-G-tube surgery: Placed a button g-tube for feeding (common procedure with rare complications... usually) Post surgery Jaz was very depressed and uncomfortable. Many symptoms lead up to upper GI and x rays. Unfortunately the tube was placed wrong and all fluids put into the tube (meds, flushes, and formula) emptied in her abdominal cavity rather than her stomach. MORE thoughts regarding this than can be expressed!!!
-Emergency surgery. Misplaced g-tube required a very invasive 3 hr surgery to clean out and correct -HORRIBLE!!! A new g-tube was also placed. High alert for infection (back in PICU). Mega antibiotics. VERY difficult week.
-Healing and eager to get back to a quiet room - moved to PEDS.
-New g-tube appeared to be working fine, tolerating slow start on feedings Jaz seemed to be happier and pulling through. Started to prepare for transition to rehab hospital again.
-Discovered pneumotosis (maybe due to treatments ). Feeds cut off and CT done. CT confirmed diagnosis. Very serious and can be fatal if left untreated. Put on PPN until PICC can be placed. Thankfully does not require surgery at this stage.
- Treatment for pneumotosis: NPO, antibiotics, gut rest, and TPN. CT scan after 2 weeks to determine next coarse of treatment.
-Kamran came to visit for Mommy's birthday(best gift ever!!) . It had been 6 very long weeks apart. Words cannot express the emotions involved in that visit!! Jaz loved seeing her little brother. Kamran loved pushing the buttons on big sister's bed... what fun!!!
-PICC line procedure generally takes about an hour including the sedation required. Jazzy's took 2 1/2hrs. Attempts were made on the right arm with no success. Finally the PICC was placed on the left arm.
-Treating the pneumotosis, and waiting for it to heal. Uncertain how many more weeks in the hospital.
-Keeping rehab going until Jaz can be transitioned to HealthBridge (rehab hospital in Orange).
At this point it is six and a half weeks at the hospital and seven since this all began.







